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Taking a break..just because I don't have a whole lot of time for the internet right now. I need to get my grades up & all of that right now. so I don't have much time to be on, really. Please don't cut me.<3 I'll be back as soon as I can.<3
<3you all
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[21 Apr 2005|10:25pm] |
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OH..MY..GOSH..
Today had to be one of the scariest yet relieving days EVER.
Lets make it short though since I'm tired and so very relieved at the same time to actually be TIRED
I went to the doctor today since I've been so sick with mono lately and all. But I'll tell you this right now, I'm GLAD that I have a bad case of mono and not something else much much worse, which is what this entry is all about.
Anyways, I was sent out to get blood work. Because in the doctors office, my mom was telling the doctor how I was so tired and light headed all of this time, scary stuff. Then she was telling the doctor how her cousin died from leukemia 30 years ago, and they thought her cousin had mono when it was so much worse. and I overheard that and just got TERRIFIED. Because there was a chance that I could have had it, but I don't, THANKFULLY.
But I was so scared all day long, you have no idea. I couldn't eat, nothing. I was about ready to cry. I was having bad images and thoughts about the whole thing, you know what i mean? then finally around 5 tonight, my doctor calls my mom and tells me that I just have a serious case of mono, which'll probably last from 6-12 months, which is FINE with me btw, since it coudlve been 1000 times worse. I am so thankful right now.
Even my mom told me that she was worrying about leukemia for about 2 months until now....now that is just scary. but I am so thankful that I DON'T have it. Just..relieved and overall so very thankful that it's just MONO..and nothing else.
well that's about it. I wanted to make it short since I'm so tired but yet so relieved.
Love you all bye.<3
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| it's like that |
[18 Apr 2005|05:24pm] |
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so I havent updated in awhile..sawry, just havent been on much, yanno?
I'm getting MUCH better by the way.=) I made a full day of school today yayyy, first one since.....February? WOAH.
Lets hope I pass..and I BETTER.
So today was really boring though, had different classes, pretty much all of my friends are gone, they get to go camp and have fun and do all sorts of fun things for a week while i'm stuck home and stuck in school doing work, getting up at 6 am, blah blah blah yeah you know how it goes..errrrrgghhhh. oh well, my doctor said i couldnt go anyways since I had mono and still do probably, just not nearly as bad but I still have it..=\ Plus I didnt pay in time or sign up for cabins or any of that bullcrap, fun...
this is going to be one boring week...oh well, I need to get caught up so I can PASS..
yeah.
im done.
im too tired to finish updating.
bye love you all.<3
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| well isn't that nice? |
[12 Apr 2005|10:37am] |
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YESTERDAY...
I went home sick right after 1st hour =( Yep was sitting there, everything was going fine, I was feeling good then all of a sudden I start to feel all light headed, nauseated and really dizzy, and I had a fever. so I left right after it ended.=( ::sigh:: oh well, I got Wednesday and Friday to make it through the first 4 hours of school. My mom thought it was just nerves, I do too, but I also think that it was the sleeping medicine I took the night before to help me sleep, since that made me sick last time, too.=\
I can make it through 5th and 6th hour.=) I only go 2 hours..wow, I can make it. My mom is picking me up too.=) I don't like riding the bus for some reason..probably because there's always hardly anywhere to sit.;x It can be fun but yeah I'd much rather be picked up, it's just 100 times easier.
I feel good right now and I have to get ready for school in like 20 mins. for only going for 2 hours.=) haha the morning is so much rougher on me than the afternoon. not a morning person here.
On a different note, I guess my Grandma & Grandpa came home from Florida late last night..yay. lol. I get to go see them this weekend since they live like 45 mins. away from me up north, ha.
Well, I have nothing else to type. I should get off + go get ready.=)
Love you all byeeeeeee.<33333
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| back to school tomorrow |
[10 Apr 2005|05:08pm] |
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from my greatestjournal since i'm too lazy to update in here....
Tomorrow I go back to school for the first time in 7 weeks..
& I'm extremely nervous.=\ ahh. I don't know why though..I just am.=\ You know? I havent been there in foreverrr.
Tomorrow I'm up at 6 AM again, I have to take a shower, get dressed, do my hair+make-up, my mom is going to force me to eat breakfast so I'm not all tired and all of that, lol. I guess breakfast makes you think better and makes you wake up more.
Then I leave right after 4th hour. I have to do that since if I went back on a full day, I might get too tired or stressed out if I just went back on a full day just like that when I haven't done much at all. so it should be a fairly easy day. I'm just nervous like I always am with this kinda stuff lol.
Today I slept in until noon because yesterday I was at Danyal's house and on Friday night I was up until 1 AM then Danyal & I went to bed while her boyfriend Joel, brother Nick, and his girlfriend Chelsea and Chelsea's friend Kayleigh all stayed up until like 2 AM talking and all of that, then Chelsea and Kayleigh left and then Nick and Joel went to bed. so then I woke up at 10 AM the next morning, extremely tired, got a headache and left at like 1 or so, and for the rest of yesterday I was in some serious pain, my right hip was hurting me so bad I nearly cried, LOL. Then my head was pounding and I just had aches and pains all over my body from SWINGING at the park on Friday night, BAD idea, seriously. Should NOT have done that because every time I do, my hips get bruised since I'm somewhat "curvy" LOL, and my hips are too damn big for kiddie elementary swings rotfl. I have what you call a "figure" LOL. Yesterday was just horrible. I could barely walk since I was so tired, let alone sit up. I did wayyy too much.
Today after I woke up, I got ready and went to my Grandma's house just to sit out in the sun. My aunt Kim & Craig were over there, My aunt Kim is pregnant, so I get another cute cousin!=) Yayy lol. Also, my 2 little adorable cousins Cameron who's 4 and Carsen who's 1 almost 2 were over there too, my Aunt Kim and Uncle Craig's sons. Aww they were so cute, Carsen kept coming up and hugging me lol. Then my Aunt & Uncle's HUGE Dogs named Casey and Duke were over there, they're HUGE LOL. Casey's a huge Golden Retriever and Duke's a black lab/Golden Retriever mix, and they are some bigggg Dogs LOL. I just mostly sat down the whole time trying to get tan lol, I think I got some color.=) Lol my Grandpa was outside and this guy was flying down their road in the truck and my Grandpa yells "USE THE STOP SIGN, DAMN FOOL!" LMAO. People are always flying up and down the road which is retarded since my Grandma & Grandpa have to cross the street to get their mail and paper, and some days some assholes are flying down the road going like 50-70 mph and my Grandma almost got hit one day.;x ugh. Plus my little brother and cousins are out in the front yard sometimes and yeah..some people are just stupid.
Anyways then I went to Wal*Mart with my Mom, and got some foundation, a new toothbrush since I lost mine again =x and I got some floss, then I got a cute butterfly hair clip, and some cute flower hair clips, I wear hair clips more often to do my hair since ponytails are a serious PAIN with me, they either get tangled up in my hair since I have some long hair LOL, it's like down to the lower middle of my back and it's really thick so ponytails tend to get stuck in there sometimes or I get serious headaches, so I do my hair using hair clips.=) Oh yeah I got a pair of cool sunglasses LOL.
Well that's pretty much it for now.
I'm reallyyy nervous yet excited at the same time about tomorrow.=\ eek.
Love you all.
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| new journal, first update |
[08 Apr 2005|04:25pm] |
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so this is my new journal.=) i love the new username i made lol..what do you all think?
yeah, sorry i havent really been on in like forever, mono and all, i havent been feeling all that great and what not. plus i have to use people pc online which is dial up which i absolutely HATE, comcast got shut off since it costs like $292 or whatever to pay the bill and we just dont have the money, hopefully we'll pay it soon though, i really hope. i can't stand dial up internet at all.
Anyways I'm coming back to school on Monday.=) only for 4 hours though, I'm leaving right before lunch since my doctor told me i have to start back on half days just so i dont get sick again or have relapse from going to school for a full day right when I come back, and on tuesday i'll come after lunch for 5th and 6th hour..yay? lol.
eh..i feel really crappy.=\ i'm just tired of being home and worrying about school and so much other things..it's really frustrating.
well..i'm done.
love you all!<3
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